Sometimes
I want to share things here but can’t quite find the words to string my
thoughts together. Sometimes I have disjointed thoughts. Sometimes I get
overwhelmed that it is all I can do to stop myself from screaming out loud (well,
actually, I do that sometimes too: scream out loud but with no sound coming
out. I call it screaming out loud in silence).
Sometimes
I have so many things to say but can’t express myself. Sometimes I hold myself
back because I think I already have talked too much. Sometimes I think too much
and I don’t want to do that. Overthinking and over-worrying, that’s not healthy
because sometimes they rob me off sleep and I don’t and should not stress
myself with things I can’t control (easier said than done!).
How
easy it would be to have selective telepathy ability where I don’t have to say
anything but the other person can just read my mind to a certain extent. Then no
one would have arguments that go along, ‘Well, I can’t read your bloody mind!’
and ‘Oh, am I supposed to be a mind-reader now?!’
Sometimes
words aren’t necessary but sometimes they just ain’t enough.
P.S.
Excuse this post. I’m having those disjointed thoughts again and yes, sometimes it’s just better to just keep quiet and that’s why I’ve been quiet the past few weeks. Happy New Year
2018 and oh what a drag it is to face and endure another long whole year all
over again.
